i lied when i said this's the longest. because long entries=lots of explanations, and blogs aren't the best place to explain to the person whom it matters most.
okay, this is it. bye.
stroge | eros | philia |
in which category are u in?
leave agape out first, coz apparently, i haven sacrificed yet. but it'll be an outright lie if i say there isn't anyone worthy, unbelievably. life, is cheap. NO: 99
in a room of converzation
you are the only one i hear
in a track plenty of runners
your shadow is the first i see
how crafty my mind has become
playing jedi mind tricks on me
pointless to ignore; to avoid
when my senses are tuned to you
i lead my life by my impulse
easy on flames, quick to regret
i crave madly for forgiveness
will a simple sorry suffice
live and let live, to hell with it
NO: 98ptm went well without major glitches. though i ALMOST got to meet HER. hrmm, dunno what she'll say to my mum even if she sees her.. Bet she doesn't even know my full name.. but who cares anyway?? haha.. not as though im not enjoying myself without her breathing down my neck.. hehez..
ok, i think everyone should read Sunday's NewPaper(2/4) Howard's End(pg30), coz tt'll help solve everyone's problems. after reading it, guys will finally have a breather, tt they are not alone in thinking why can't they have a proper answer to the question, "why do u like me?" posted to them by their female counterparts. i shan't give any spoilers, but lets juz say the article is very true, from hmm.. experience(note:singular!!!).. and i ain't making a joke out of anything..
im tired of waiting.. so close to the edge(of heaven or hell?), yet i must make the final step. its not a matter of wanting or not, more of the timing when to say. wrong timing *pulthunk* i drop straight to hell. or maybe im juz simply bochi.
oh, grandma HAPPY BIRHTDAY!! haha.. thanks for 17 years of durian puffs and chicken wings and loads of laughter.. you were and still are the most sensitive person i've met, coz u always knew wads on my mind!! haha..
i suddenly came up with this quote while taking with eugene, and i think its pretty true,
we shouldn't split people we know as either friends or enemies, coz then, u'll be spending half ur lifetime fighting a war.
Okay i decided to earn loads and loads of money when i grow up. i want my car, and a part of The World
those are real islands, mind u.. im not TT greedy.. juz a continent will do fine.. hahas.. and check out the Palm too.. hahas.. i won't mind my house on it.. too bad it's in dubai.. tts like in the Middle east.. not the happiest place to be now.. lol.. NO: 96
izzit gonna continue forever? i am feeling pretty sick already, and i'll feel more sick later in this entry.. argh, it sucks.. but, wad to do? the pain is self-inflicted. blame myself for it. im juz blabbering..
and i m NOT a shark for god sake, gimme a break..!! i wan ppl to excel more than what they can achieve, but sometimes, when my help is needed, i juz CAN'T assist, coz i DUNNO myself, and NOT coz i am a STUPID shark. now i know wads being misunderstood, but hey, i got NO authority to discuss tt. my problems are way too minute. sure, i mug.. i MUG books in Borders on saturdays in the evenings!! tt counts as mugging too?? hurhur.. sickk. hate me for tt?? ohwell.
and someone pls inform Toblerone NOT to include honey in its white chocolate bar?? the taste is clashing and it smells like medicine.. bad choice for the first time i pampered myself, alone.. haha.. NO: 95
80 episodes = 16 weeks = 4 months.. okay, for the next 4 months, i'll get so hooked by da chang jin.. damn.. but its not my fault.. its in the genes rit?? some chemicals tt is causing me to become a tv addict.. haha.. feel so much better now, all thanks to ms chok..
drafting my NO.100.. its gonna be long.. haha.. happy waiting?? a nice conclusion to end my happy days.. ok, im not sad, coz ppl still care..
I CAN'T FIND THE WORDS TO SAY GOODBYE - BREAD
can't say i don't love her
still i can't pretend
that my heart is torn just knowing that i'm losing my bestfriend
if it's easier said and done
then someone tell me why
though i try,
i can't find the words to say goodbye
i could tell her that i'm sorry
hope she'll understand
she will have to do with someone else
all that we have planned
i'd rather her hear the truth
than hurt her with a lie
so i tried,
but i can't find the words to say goodbye
now i know
i have to go
there's no other way
but goodbye is not what i can bring myself to say...
if i told her "see you later"
then i might be wrong
'cause this voice inside is driving me
to find where i belong
i know i must leave her now but everytime i try,
don't know why,
but i can't find the words to say goodbye...
don't know why,
i can't find the words to say goodbye....
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