today, during the walk down memory lane to sji...
i wuz reminded by my friend that sometimes, i have to let go off stuff that doesn't belong... I have been thinking about this for a long time, and i thot that he's quite true.. i am like clinging on to the hopeful 0.01%.. and it izzn't likely to happen.. so how?? dilemna..

Scenario 1:
I cling on to that 0.01%, then hope for the best??
Scenario 2:
I give up, then start frm scratch... but the possibility of it izzn't far frm 0.01% anyway...

So how?? i decided to cling on... i noe this entry quite retarded.. but i juz wan to highlight my despair and depression.. tsltsl.. haiz.. lyf suck