2005

Looking back...

-my 1^st 3 months in CJC was memorable, new friendships were forged, old ones strengthened.

-Then come the time where some had to go to other JCs/poly.. while most contacts remained, some were lost forever.

-Mid-year came and past too soon.. A lot of time was spent in town and away from books, but it enable me to realize tt socializing is part of everyday's life, and tt I was somehow incomplete the whole of my SJI years.

-NDP rehearsals was fulfilling and it became my Saturday 'job'. When it was finally over, I felt somehow lost, as though a part of me was taken away.

-14^th Aug, the day I dread at tt time. but now, I have realized tt not everything can be my way.. sometimes, things will work out better if left on their natural course.

-My birthday was my most memorable day, period.

-Promos came, and gone in a flash. Somehow, I feel tt I'm cheating the people around me, with all the last minute studies with the teachers. I attribute my results not to me, but my teachers.

-Then came the preparations for the supplementary papers for my classmates. It was kinda sad, to see that I might not get to see these classmates again for next yr. This was the driving force tt kept me by their sides, recommending tutors and trying my best to answer their questions. Though I viewed myself as a distracter most of the time..

-Working experience was not really fulfilling, but ZY made it up to accompany me to lunches and breaks throughout the 4 weeks.. Never had I know her any better.

-Glad to have some sort of breaks in between the weeks with the Kayaking Expedition and the class bbq. It was really fun, and tiring.. New acquaintances were made as well.. Pre-bbq period was really hectic, and the rain on tt day did dampen our spirits a little, but it was an overall success.

Accolades, to be given according to age, from youngest to oldest. Please do not take to heart my negative comments. They are really how I feel about you.

-[Same frequency award] Though I've only seen you less than 4 times, it's still a great joy knowing you. It brings me a smile whenever a made you laugh. Glad to have you as a friend, if you still remember my name!!

-[Given the cold shoulder award] I am glad you treat me as a friend, coz I think tt I am letting you down.. I have grown cold towards you, for some reason unknown to me. No longer have I laugh heartedly at your jokes.. Forgive me if I had offended you.. sorry

-[Best fren award] What can I say? Hmm.. You're the one who gives me all the valuable advice, and another perspective into things.. But it seems to me that you care a lot of what others think of you, and sometimes you overdo it.. Relax lar.. hahas But, to sum it up, our friendship has never been so close to as it is now.

-[Brothers award] 2 of the 'four guys' in our class. I am not really close to you ppl.. but I am really glad you guys treat me in your group. I can really talk well with you’all.. Hope we can bond closer next yr..

-[Cheerful girl award] Can talk with you about anything under the sun. And she’s really understanding. I wouldn’t have given my pay to anyone, and yet she's willing to give some to her younger sister. Where can you find such a person?

-[I dunno what to say to u award] Until now, I still can't find a common topic to talk to u.. Rytes. But you have been one of my best friends, because whenever I been to town, it reminds me of your house and I'll think back of the happy memories I had in your company. Hurhur. Takkaire.

-[Shuai Ge award] I've gotta admit, you're the better looking guy in our class.. hahas.. you're what every girl wants, I guess.. lols.. I don’t really talk much with you, but I can tell tt you're the most mature of the 'four guys'.. hahas

-[Strong character award] All the while, I've never seen the soft side of you. Your mind appears to be juz like a stone, unable to crack through, and unable to fathom what you're thinking. You are someone not to be harassed with, but maybe all you needs is someone to care about for you to realize that the world is not such a cold & dark place.

-[Guai award] You are among guai-est girl I have seen. Please do not take it as a bad comment.. haha.. Maybe it's the way your mum handles you. Anyway, met since I met you from 1^st 3 months, you have struck me as someone who is easy to talk to. You may seem small, but you really have a big heart to go with it. You might not have to best advice, but at least you are still willing to listen to me talk, so Keep up the good work!!

-[Arch-enemy award] No, not tt you are my nemesis or smth.. Juz that both of us are HP freaks, but you adores Draco, but I doesn't.. Lols.. Anyway, you're whine-y at times, abit lazy, and sometimes take things abit for granted. Yet, there are those small things that you do tt makes you somewhat tolerable. You did console me before when I was down, well, most of the time, with your clowny antics.. A good fren to have, basically.

-[Beng award] Haha.. not really have much in contact with you too, but I must tell you that there are certain… hmm.. improvements to tt should be made in the coming year.. I won't tell you what, but you should realize yourself by now.. Stop acting beng too, haha.. there must be a better side of ur personality than tt!! :)

Any people out there whom i had not addressed, it's not that you are not my fren, juz that there is not enough things to write about you.. Take it as a compliment, since i'll assume tt i have nothing bad to say about u too.. hahas

hmm, its not really TEN, but i'm still glad, really glad.. u don't get such stuff in SJI.. haha.. anw, no, tt doesn't mean tt all are frm gers.. haha, im not tt popular(i'm reminded not to be big-headed)..
A big thank-you to...drumm rollll.....

silin - for your wonderfully decorated handmade card and your packet of 'imported' cookies tt i painfully shared among the classmates during our bbq
zy - for tt card u think its "trashy", but it means alot to me. as well as the bottle tt i luckily chosen.. efforts appreciated(sorry to tt some1, i don't really like to change my present)
cheryl & family - for the humorous and long written card as well as the presents.. Love them all..!!
eugene - for tt special card tt signifies our long and everlasting friendship, and the pains from my eyes deciphering your 'unique' handwriting.. hahas

er, i got a special present from the ministry of defence too..

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