eugene just told me a fairytale. he was done with it, but i know he wasn't finished, coz i know its never never never never gonna end.. best of luck, best bud. Also, cheryl, be thankful of eugene now tt u two are one, coz i know he'll definitely treat u better than how he treats his own half..

i clean up the tragedy of mine, but it'll be mended.. i am not sure of how u wanted ur fairytale to start, but i definitely started off the wrong foot. im a amatuer writer, devoid of confidence. But i will introduce a twist someday soon.. i don't need someone else to set the standard, i'll start my own standard. but, rest assure. i'll clinch the Pulitzer for u, i promise, and this time, it ain't gonna be broken. trust me.










can we not have the line between u and me? like in this pic?? hahahahas..

i have to do less wrongs, so that i'll say less sorries in the future, and they'll have more worth..

Chao Ching had an irreplaceable thought 5:12 PM

aerospace=flying display, aching legs, and most importantly freebies..

i want to take a one week holiday.. everyone's worried about CT, but i guess its juz a small test.. It must be the aftermath of the promos anxiety. Anyway, i have a greater priority now.. dun go lecturing me about the importance of studies.. haha.. I said i had no aspirations, but now i have. I was serious when i said u are better than those five in the foodcourt, ain't rubbish!!

haiz.. how to go sch like dat??

Chao Ching had an irreplaceable thought 6:01 PM

all alone now.. nobody to go home with.. :( whahahaha.. juz joking.. i can always make a pit-stop at admiralty.. ;) tsk

Chao Ching had an irreplaceable thought 3:03 PM

im being feed bits by bits now.. but these bits are not the stuff i want!! sry to make u'all tell me.. haha.. but i appreciated it.. maybe i give the impression tt its bothering me, but its not the most impt thing in my mind.. actually i knew of it all along.. eugene noe tt i suspected of it too.. hahas.. juz tt maybe i got no one to confide to, so it and all other problems sort of lump into one big problem.. ya.. haha.. thanks

Chao Ching had an irreplaceable thought 7:53 PM

why am i left out of every single thing tts happening?? can i please have a time turner?? i do not want to go back in time to rectify my mistakes.. im tired. can i turn forward to the last second before i die, so that i dun have say goodbye to anyone, and i won't be so loser in hell coz nobody said goodbye to me.

Chao Ching had an irreplaceable thought 3:28 PM

haha.. had a nightmare yesterday, abt swivel chairs.. freaking scared when i was asleep, laughing out loud when i woke..

The machine moves at MACH 2.
The man has to move quicker

who's interested to go for the Aerospace openhouse?? hmm..

Chao Ching had an irreplaceable thought 9:15 PM

wasted a whole perfect day pleading the nokia personnel to GET ME A NEW PHONE SET TTS IN WORKING ORDER.. damn them.. then got for myself a HP printer-scanner-copier.. been fiddling it all afternoon, until tv time with frank the con artiste.. meanwhile, had a quarrel with my bro. haiz.. daoing me the whole night since.. :(

sometimes, i don't know whether i am Man or dog

Chao Ching had an irreplaceable thought 11:32 PM

Haha.. finally a decent post.. hmm.. feeling weird all these days.. maybe its all the pre-CA stress.. oh mann.. everybody's done their work, and i'm still struggling?? haiz.. Oh, and we've stopped physics tuition with Mr. $$$face alr.. gonna continue looking for a new tutor.. anyone to recommend?? haiz..
was discussing with kelv if we lamers shld start our career's in advertising, since ppl can come out with tt Mac's 'OOooooooooorrrrrrchard Rd" advert(btw, FYI, tt taxi driver is brandon's dad).. tsk.. today's quite productive.. studied frm 3.00+ till almost 7 wif brandon and kelv.. was preety optimistic tt the Man Utd vs Liverpool scoreline will be in favor of MU.. end up wasted my primetime tvslot frm 8.30-10.30.. Final Scoreline? MU 0:1 LVP
Ha.. gonna buy my printer tmr, unless anyone wants to use their mastercard for me.. tsk *hinthint

Chao Ching had an irreplaceable thought 2:17 AM










An epitome of a frenship i believe will stand the sands of time

Printer, printer, HP printer
Think i'll get it somewhat later

the real scary part when u see a sad person is not when you see him crying, it's when u see him laugh; not when you see him agitated, it's when u see him numb in thoughts

Chao Ching had an irreplaceable thought 10:55 PM

After a few days of intense thinking, i realised tt the way i make friends is really unreasonable and stupid.. I've missed out on alot of friends and conversations simply because they have not passed through some 'mental filter' i have inside my head.. sounds really retarded rit?? but its the truth.. how many class mates have i talked on a regular basis?? ha.. So dun even nid to talk abt ppl outside my class.. im changing the way i interact.. its a start..

Chao Ching had an irreplaceable thought 7:40 PM

Billy bombers bombs nothing but ur wallet.. nothing much.. wonder why's its so 'high-class'.. argh.. waste money waste money!! If only i get to eat ribs tmr, tt'll be a different thing all together.. Haiz.. but all gone down the drain.. I've kamikazed myself..

I have done a great deal of wrongs,
but this is the worst i can ever get.
why am i doing it again and again,
and not realising where my fault lies.
And its always me tt got it all wrong,
not him, and not him either..
Maybe im just an insensitive bastard. case close

Chao Ching had an irreplaceable thought 11:07 PM

I gave u all the space to breath
the freedom to do what u want
stood quietly by your side
But is this really what you want
Or am i just imagining things

BECAUSE OF YOU
K Clarkson
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I tried my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid

Chao Ching had an irreplaceable thought 6:38 PM

leaving everything as it is, status quo

Chao Ching had an irreplaceable thought 11:52 PM

WHAT IS THE WORLD'S GREATEST NATION?

-imagi-nation-

Haha.. damn lame.. was forced to go for some stupid lecture tts suppose to help in ur memory skills.. end up im the only sec/JC guy in it.. all the pri sch kids, parents, and me.. stupid.. shouldn't even have attended in the first place..
Then got the 'lessons', and since i was the only 'high qualification' guy, i was given a one-to-one.. "Value for money!!!", my mum said.. |||-.-
End up l learnt the meanings of some chem words, and my bro manage to go on stage and recall and recite 30 words from a list w/out an error!! i was like, omg.. way cool.


Chao Ching had an irreplaceable thought 9:04 PM

i am weird today.. maybe its because im reading a book now, again.. i get very easily influenced by the environment i am in.. if ppl around me work hard, i'll work hard too.. if im into a book, then i'll juz shut off my real life and see everything 'real' in the book's perspective.. i think this ability is very cool, but it detaches me from everyone until i finish that book..
Currently into this book 'the curious incident of the dog in the night-time'. haha, querky book, querky me. i think everyone should read that book, and see how different u are with Christopher.
i still remember 'the little prince', and how we can see ourselves in the different people in the different planets.. the lamppost guy, the king, etc.. k, tym to go.. gonna start on my GM essay.. why give us until 20th to finish a essay?? bleah..

Chao Ching had an irreplaceable thought 7:12 PM

some people say that i shouldn't look down on myself, but im more concerned of those ppl that actually look down on me..
maths: ar?? u got 10 ar?? cheater.
econs: ar?? u got 10 ar?? mugger.
(im juz pointing out.. no harm done)
its really tiring sometimes to prove to other ppl tt im better. dun even have to strain my eyes to see that some ppl around me are proving all the time. in the end, now pon-chiat, no more motivation. i learnt a lesson, tt people should hav a laidback lifestyle, juz know deep down that "hey, i can do this, they can't.. na-ni-na-ni-bobo.." tts sufficiently satisfying for me.. :)

maths trainings are getting more fun. dead serious.

Quotes after watching memoirs for the 2nd time:
-every step that i take, has been to bring myself closer to u..
-my life has turned into a game, where only she know the rules..

Chao Ching had an irreplaceable thought 12:30 AM

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